LoRaIn3’s Blog

Everyone has that..your very own favorite person..someone who knows you well more than anyone else, someone whom you can talk to anything under the sun, someone you can cry and laugh with..he\she can be a family, a friend or more than that..as long as you knew that the person makes you happy in so many ways..bad or good you get through with things together…but in such a way this very favorite person of yours can also turn out to be your very least favorite person..how?..if you knew that you trusted him\her with evrything you are and  then all of a sudden just blew it away. That’s where it stings alot,.and  i mean tons of stings!!being hurt that much feels like time moves slower and you get weaker and weaker but striving yourself out of it..there is a big difference between trusting someone and someone worth trusting for..your the one who gets to decide which one your gonna be..but the transformation of your person from your favorite to the least..the whole trust thing becomes the most difficult part to do…you cannot even imagine yourself from being betrayed or neglected by that person..it creates a pain that you dont even know if it’ll ever go away and the uncontrollable feeling of hoping that it will be fixed..and makes you question yourself if you’ve made the right decision of keeping up with that person…this whole thing here can be considered as both extremes..the person who brought out the best of you and the person who made you fall the most..at first it is always great being with your very favorite person but as time goes by..it’l be tested very well whether that very favorite person of yours right now SHOULD be really the favorite person in your life..i mean its not just because you like him\her..it’s beyond that..lots have been mistaken for that and still hoping to search one..but why should you search more?where all that really matters actually is the choice that you made and how well  you are in handling things between yourselves..life does not have a happy ending but it can be lived well..and as we live through it we get to decide who stays with us..and no one can do it better except ourselves..who gets to be our very own favorite person til the end… the real comfort zone that we’ve been waiting for..

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